Sometimes I just want to scream!!! It’s already so hard to talk about at school or with friends. They just don’t get it. But I thought I could talk about it with my family?? Instead we seem to avoid it even more and when it does get brought up, there is this overwhelming feeling of shame, awkwardness and guilt. All I want is to feel like its out there. Feel like I can say the darn C word without everyone cringing and hiding. I know its hard. I know its scary. But its real. I need to feel like its real. Because sometimes I feel crazy.